Jaybebi

2011-04-04T18:06:00.002+08:00

2010-08-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

I really got no idea why am I tolerating all these motherfatherfucking bullshit. It's like, I know I am someone who FUCKING hates all these, yet I am still tolerating it. Nobody is asking me to, in fact everyone persuaded me not to.

WHY??? FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why is it always a disaster??? WHAT HAVE I DONE WRONG???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

I think I understand myself a lot. I know that even if I am sad, I'll still tolerate it. Sorry Tammy, I love you..... You're the most precious to me. I can't bear to let you be unhappy any longer.

Seems like after the day Jay left, this world has plummeted into ultimate darkness.

Bye Bye..

2010-06-06T01:51:00.002+08:00

Hi whatsup my friends/jay fans/randoms who's reading this.

I've created a new blog and will not be returning to jbebi anymore, due to some personal reasons. (Wow sounds like celebrity keke)

Feel free to ask me for the new link if you want, if you are my friend/jay fan wtf most probably I will give you.

Privacy is something that I appreciate... I feel stressed and pressured to blog sometimes because of the people reading. I do not like that feeling at all!!!!!!!!!!! Unwanted questions will also pop out, leading to monosyllabic replies and strained relationships.

I feel most comfortable if there are no one reading, yet private blogs won't be an option for me. So difficult hai

I shall leave my last blog post here with a beautiful photo of my darling..

Kang Xi Lai Le

2010-06-05T04:39:00.004+08:00

One of my favourite taiwanese variety programs.

Some people don't like Xiao S's blunt honesty but I think it is much better than fakers like Patty Hou who smiles and agrees to every single thing.. Bleah

I haven't got over Patty Hou yet... It was Jay's choice, nothing wrong but it is very hard for me to like her. Little fucker became famous because of Jay..

Oh Jie Lun

I swear he is the most adorable thing existed on earth. Normally his magic are those hide-and-disappear-and-come-out-again tricks, but this is very very very different.

See the look on Xiao S's face. LMAO

I haven't seen him smile genuinely for a long time.

Steamboat gathering... If we continue having steamboat weekly, we are all gonna turn into fat pigs seriously (",) Love their company.

Goodnight bebi

♥ my bebichhichi

2010-06-03T02:24:00.004+08:00

K SUITES!

Photography... is part of my life.

I bring my cammie along almost every time I go out, except to school.

Someday, if the moments we treasure are gone forever..

My best friend.. Lol

At least we will always have the photographs as memories.

Let's capture the moments with canon ♥ hehe

周杰倫

2010-06-02T00:02:00.004+08:00

The best.. Always. ^^

You'll have to accompany me through this lonely journey from now on..

S.H.E's new album rocks!!!!!!

I didn't bother listening to it when it was released even though I like them. But when the new songs came to K Suites, inevitable that I will listen to it..

And ALL (yes, ALL!!!!) the songs I've listened to are under the "love at first listen" category. My favourite is 我愛雨夜花. Shero, 愛就對了, 你不会 are damn nice as well.

I think the concept of Shero is pretty creative. The song is motivating... Whenever I listen to it I feel 'strong'. Haha cheesy but true. ^^

But I still need my hero 周杰倫!!!!!!!

反方向的鐘

2010-06-01T02:10:00.002+08:00

Getting repetitive..

But a sleepless night yet again, accompanied by Jay's albums and a heavy cloud of thoughts.

The thoughts contained some of the sweetest memories ever, so overwhelming that they formed a sweet-smelling curtain around the fragile organ

The bitter ones are kept at the back in a locked dusty trunk, with the key at the bottom of an ocean

I am glad I am able to handle things well. At least I think I did..

回到過去

2010-05-30T23:35:00.004+08:00

Yet another sleepless night....

Jay's albums on loop....

憨人

2010-05-30T03:08:00.004+08:00

A voice loaded with malice, mocking at me

Coated with caramel sweetness

The invisible force of gravity is undeniably strong

I stifled a mew of protest

However too late it seemed to be

Purely unbelievable.....

死性不改

2010-05-27T21:58:00.004+08:00

It's either

1) I don't give two hoots about it

2) I give 100% care and concern

Most people fall in the 1) category. Most, not all.

However... For people (e.g. Jay Chou) in the 2), I won't give up on them.

My business partner.. woohooo

Shero's hero♫

2010-05-26T18:19:00.008+08:00

After listening to the album for a week plus, my opinions have indeed differed from the first impression. So never be too fast to judge it

Jay's music is not instantly catchy like Mayday's. You need time to let the magic infuse in your heart as time goes by....

The tracklist. I put a little heart next to those which I think is awesome.

No one takes my review seriously because to them, I am already a heavily obsessed fan who is practically crazy over anything that is Jay Chou-related.

That's right.. I love him more than anything else. But it was his music (and still is) that sparked the flame nine years ago, so I do not need to be biased against it at all..

1. 跨時代

Only Jay can rap and produce songs of such genre perfectly. This is similar to 龍戰騎士, 黃金甲, 半獸人, 無雙. Many people think that the auto tuned chorus ruined the song but personally I feel it made the song more unique. Love the beautiful vampire MV too which costed my babie NT10million to produce..

2. 說了再見

Usually it is his slow love ballads that catch my attention first.. But my first impression of this is that it is mediocre. I feel that it cannot match up to his legendary ballads like 安靜, 我不配, 最長的電影.... That was my initial impression. Now, it is one of my favourites and I find myself listening to it repeatedly. He doesn't sound like himself at the beginning wow.. A close fight but I still think 說好的幸福呢 from the previous album is nicer and sadder. This will be a really good ktv song though ♥ can't wait for his live version.

3. 煙花易冷

Fucking awesome song. Under the 'Love at first listen' category. Love his high notes and the entire song - from the beginning to the bridge to the chorus to the rap at the end. Somehow this song gives me a really eerie and creepy feeling..

4. 免費教學錄影帶

Another fave. The MV is damn entertaining and cute. Did Jay think of that dance? LOL.. This song has the 80's element. Huang Jun Lang's lyrics are damn funny, creative and complemented the song really well. Good job babie, another classic song from you ♥

5. 好久不見

Mix of mandarin and hokkien. Very lighthearted and I liked it at the first listen as well. I think this is a pretty new style by him! Nothing strongly outstanding but it is darn enjoyable.

6. 雨下一整晚

I ♥ his singing style here. People always say you cannot judge how well a singer's vocals are by CD versions. Fuck that... I've listened to Jay's live singing and although it isn't pitch perfect, he injects a lot of sincerity which is ♥. The song moves towards the zhong guo feng style in the middle and it is damn special...

7. 嘻哈空姐

This is banned in Mainland China, because of the flirtatious lyrics. Nothing much to say about this short song, except he sounds sexy when he sings the "ta wen wo coffee tea or me" part.. Woohoo

8. 我落淚．情緒零碎

A sad song that is similar to 轨迹.. The intro don't really suit the emo feel of the song though. But the chorus and lyrics are really sad :( I wonder what Jay felt while writing this...

9. 愛的飛行日記

Together with Gary Yang. This song didn't catch my attention at first either but it gets catchy after listening to it a few times. I like Gary's vocals....he sounds so smooth yet distinctive from Jay. A gem in the album

10. 自導自演

100% love. This will remind you of Jay in his Fantasy days.. RnB style. Only he can sing such styles in the entire world... really. My 2nd fave in the album.

11. 超人不會飛

♥_♥... I love the melody, the lyrics and the way he sings it. It might seem easy but it is not... Jay is really pressured and stressed by everyone's demands for him. He will never know that someone actually accepts all his flaws.

Sometimes, I feel that I understand him a lot and vice versa. Don't ask me why.. huhu

My favourite track out of all would have to be 跨時代.

People will forever compare it to the previous album.. and in this case, I have to say I still prefer Capricorn. I think Capricorn is one of Jay's best albums (but this is to each own's preference really). The Era is very different and will stand out among the slow sappy love albums in the music industry though. ♫

Chou Chou is someone who will pay attention to even the tiniest details.

Another reason why I love him so much is because he will never disappoint me.

Who likes the feeling of disappointment? Life is too short to feel disappointed by people who don't even think you are important.

好久不見

2010-05-26T01:47:00.004+08:00

Today.. Or rather yesterday, was a pretty special date for me. (May 25)

It marks one year since the day I had my long locks snipped off... Although my hair grew back to the same length, it is different. It no longer had the luscious thickness.. just wispiness instead.

From this:

Wen! Xiang misses you sia!

To this:

Thinking back, 2009 has been a crazy year... I bought A LOT of hair wax, hairsprays, hair serums, went for numerous haircuts and had a hard time washing my hair each time I shower. Because the hairspray makes my hair really stiff.

Hehe. If you ask me whether I had any regrets... The answer would be no. I really loved the jrock hair.

But I wouldn't go back to it again.. I had fun styling the hair, but the craziness for it is over. Plus, Jay prefers long straight boring hair :P

Goodnight bebi

poor jay

2010-05-25T01:54:00.002+08:00

Jay Chou opens up about his childhood

Source: Channel News Asia

Credit: noreen (www.jay-chou.net)

TAIPEI: Taiwan superstar Jay Chou revealed that he regretted not paying more attention in school and lamented his strict upbringing during the taping of a television programme on Friday, reported Chinese media.

Chou, who went to Hollywood to shoot "The Green Hornet", said it was very difficult for him as he did not speak any English at all.

"If I could go back in time, besides learning about music, I would also study English and martial arts," he said.

Chou also talked about his childhood and said that growing up in a family where both parents were teachers, was restrictive and stressful.

"My mother now looks genial in front of the media, but she used to be very strict and very fierce," he said, lamenting that he was constantly under supervision by teachers, both in school and at home.

He then recounted how his mother would stand silently behind him with a rod as he practised on the piano, and once hit him after he told her he no longer wanted to continue learning the instrument.

"She did it out of concern but she was so fierce."

"Children who grow up in households where both parents are teachers are actually very pitiful. Growing up in this environment made me a 'little strange', reclusive and lonely," said Chou.

"Especially since I am an only son, I could only talk to my piano."

:'(

I think my love for him has increased.

"You will never be alone"

-

2010-05-24T11:29:00.002+08:00

Whenever it happened to my friends, I am always curious..

They laugh, they smile, they cry, they hyperventilate, they giggle, they produce tears of joy... just because of that one human being.

I finally understand why they felt that way.

It is a magical power that simply activates the heart in a really special way..

R.I.P

2010-05-21T23:49:00.002+08:00

My dear iMilo.

You are a 4GB second generation iPod nano. I was thrilled when I first held you in my hands, because it means that my bus journeys will be even more enjoyable.

After being there for me for more than three years, you drowned in a pool of ice lemon tea yesterday... and was declared dead half an hour later.

Although I still have my 16GB iPhone, it is just different... Gonna save up for a new nano.

Pak tor with wen wen.. Yishun got a lot of crazily good memories!!!! Sometimes I wish it is recorded into a DVD so I can re-play it again and again..

Good photography requires steady hands!

Found this in Northpoint. LMAO

My ♥s

I'm going alone on the 24th. Actually it doesn't matter who I go with because my eyes will only be fixated on j bebi :3

I will fill the bottom with pictures of friends... (I think.)

Hey my dear Jay.

It has been exactly five months since you came to Sg. During these five months, there had not been a day where my mind was emptied of you.

Because you are always on my heart, mind and ears. ^.^

F distance, F age gap, F uncertainties!

♥

最重要的小事

2010-05-21T07:49:00.002+08:00

Disappointment is stacking up like the brick game.

Although I *think* I have a high level of tolerance, this is simply ludicrous..

The only light in this darkness is his new album plus The Era concert tickets which I've been protecting over with my life.

世界纷纷扰扰喧喧闹闹

什麼是真实

:*)

2010-05-20T16:31:00.004+08:00

千呼萬喚周杰倫推第十張專輯

Jay releases his 10th album under cheers and anticipation

Source: Taiwan TV

Translated by: sesamestreet - www.jay-chou.net

亞洲天王周杰倫暌違一年半終於推出新專輯了，這次他的專輯封面變身吸血鬼王子，一首歌的MV就耗資千萬打造。

After an absence of a year and a half, Asian pop king Jay Chou has finally released his new album. He turns into a vampire for the album cover and expends over $10million dollars for just one music video.

算一算，周董出道以來發了九張專輯，總銷售量突破兩千七百萬張，把CD排起來還可以疊成好幾座杜拜塔。

If we take some time to calculate, Jay has already released nine albums since he first came into the entertainment industry. The total sales from these have been over 27 million copies; if we stack all of the albums up it will be taller than a few of Burj Khalifa (tallest building in the world located in Dubai at 828 metres).

而周董除了每次出輯都大賣，MV拍攝的預算也越砸越多，亞洲天王周杰倫出道十年穩坐天王寶座，暌違一年半終於又推出第十張全新專輯，在專輯封面變身吸血鬼王子，憂鬱凝視遠方，只要有音樂，吸血鬼王子就會甦醒，而這支ＭＶ拍攝斥資千萬，完全比照電影規格。

Every time Jay releases an album it will definitely be a top seller and the budget for music videos becomes larger and larger. Jay has been in the entertainment industry for over ten years, yet, is still undeniably the king. After a year and a half, he finally releases his tenth CD and for the cover he turns into a vampire looking sadly into the distance. Only with music does the vampire become alert and conscious, and for the music video has already spent over $10 million dollars in order to make it similar in style to a movie.

而回顧周董先前九張專輯，不但總銷售量高達兩千七百萬張，把CD直立排起來，竟然可以疊成6195座杜拜塔，還可以繞月球1.5圈，在華語歌壇獨領風騷。

If we think back to Jay’s previous nine albums, the total sales amount to over 27 million copies. If we stack these side by side, it will be just as tall as 6195 Burj Khalifa and can circumnavigate the moon one and half times; it definitely is a wonder in the Asian music industry.

周董六月開始全球巡迴演唱會，第一場就開在台北小巨蛋，票一開賣電腦就大當機，銷售一空，身經百戰的周董不怕現場演唱，倒是很怕舞蹈表演。

President Chou will be commencing his worldwide concert in June with the first session being held at Taipei Arena. As soon as the tickets were released for sale, the servers crashed and then all the tickets were snapped up. Jay, who was held concerts hundreds of times, is not scared of singing live but rather is afraid of the dancing routines.

看周董當rocker跳得有模有樣，演唱會免驚啦，不過說到曾經合作過電影的林志玲進軍日本偶像劇頗受好評，周董也很為她高興。

Looking at the dancing of President Jay (in the Free Instructional Video MV) after he becomes a rocker, there is nothing to fear at all for the concert. As to Lin Chi-Ling who just recently began shooting for a Japanese TV series and has been receiving good comments, Jay is feeling very happy for her.

亞洲天王周董真的像他說的，是全能的超人，什麼都會，這次出輯，勢必又將帶起一股周董炫風。

Asian pop king Jay Chou is really as he says “a talented Superman” and can accomplish everything. If anything, it will be another flurry of commotion during this year’s new album release.

Each time he releases an album there will be such articles.. Been reading them for a few years now, I feel so proud of him really...

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Very cool MV directed by Jay himself. MUST WATCH 4:10!!! My favourite part of the video!!!!

超屌!!!

The Era

2010-05-20T00:52:00.004+08:00

THE NEXT PHENOMENAL BABY BY JAY CHOU

This is your era babie.

I'll listen to it for a few more days before giving a thorough review. My favourites are definitely 跨時代/免費教學錄影帶/自導自演/好久不見/煙花易冷/超人不會飛 though. Opps I named out half the album lol because it's really awesome.

Went for sushi buffet...

The food kinda suck.. I rather go for steamboat buffet at bugis next time ^^ But it is always the company that counts, hehe. Can't wait for Saturday!! :D

Every night I talk to the stars wishing its you, but they are just like you - far away and can never listen.

Actions speak louder than words, because being eloquent in mere sweet talk is a major turn off

超人不會飛

2010-05-18T23:20:00.002+08:00

My blog is not really a blog anymore.

I always have to filter my words so excessively that I cringe.. Is that what I really want to express out? Except the posts about Jay of course.

But there are always restrictions to what one can post in blogs, because of the people reading them.

如果超人会飞, 那就让我在空中停一停歇..

再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些

不要问我哭过了没,

因为超人不能流眼泪.

Tears

2010-05-17T00:30:00.005+08:00

Made up of 1% water and 99% feelings

Stirred up emotions bubbling

Inside the ever-confusing cauldron

We all lose our tempers too easily

Is it because I care too much

Or that you don't, at all

Somewhere along the gloomy clouds

Cupid is seeking solace

Never has one doubt his skills

But seems like he missed the target this time

It didn't connect two hearts together

Instead it pierced through the fragile one

Hard on the outside

Weak on the inside

Sillies, we all are

Miracles had not existed

The importance to change for someone

Is not there....perhaps

You make me wanna sing

說好的幸福呢?

Once a literature student, forever a literature student.. Hahaa!

Gazing longingly at your back, as a rigid smile freezes on the face

Harsh darkness quietly envelopes itself around us

I hear sinister and evil laughters

Mocking and smirking

Lost, definitely

Hey, I will be alone... as always

-

2010-05-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Disappointed.. Kind of..

Tomorrow will be a better day....

Because of jay's album..

^_*

安靜

2010-05-16T02:43:00.004+08:00

My expectations are too high... Too impossible for my own good. Not a good thing since I am no Jolin Tsai.

But no matter how people say that they can accept everything, deep down in that fragile organ - we all have a dream person. Someone we have moulded so beautifully in our minds, someone whom we have painted the colors so vibrant, someone whom we wish is true..

More than often, we do not meet this person at all because they don't exist. It is a pretty melancholic thought actually... No way do I think anyone should settle for second best though, especially if it is for life.

I expect so much because I know that I am willing to do those sacrifices myself.

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天

睡著的大提琴

安靜的舊舊的

我想你已表現的非常明白

我懂我也知道

你沒有捨不得

你說你也會難過我不相信

牽著你陪著我也只是曾經

希望他是真的比我還要愛你

我才會逼自己離開

你要我說多難堪

我根本不想分開

為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過

我沒有這種天份

包容你也接受他

不用擔心的太多

我會一直好好過

你已經遠遠離開

我也會慢慢走開

為什麼我連分開都遷就著你

我真的沒有天份

安靜的沒這麼快

我會學著放棄你

是因為我太愛你

j

2010-05-13T23:55:00.004+08:00

As usual... Your album is delayed. Not surprising, but it's painful to wait.. even if it's only for three more days... T^T

我等, 我等... 就算多久我都等~

At school, teachers nag... Come home, family nag...

The former just wants to keep their rice bowls stable while the latter claims to care.

I am so tired of hearing the same things and answering the same goddamn questions every single shit day. T^T

Love his hair in the above photo...

(",)

2010-05-13T01:57:00.002+08:00

A really happy day I had.

Finally cycled, it has been at least two years since I touched a bicycle.. The feeling of the wind blowing my face and hair is so relaxing.

I love my friends and most importantly, my girlfriend. I know you will read this. ^^

A photo with Stella

Going to dream of jay bebi now nighty xoxo

♥

2010-05-11T21:22:00.003+08:00

Couldn't think of a more apt title:)

From Jcnet:

My heart really reacts strongly to Jay Chou. If I can choose, I wouldn't want it to be that way because he is so unattainable..

But it's already been a few years and the love just keeps increasing and increasing....

Guess it's uncontrollable? Love does not have a limit..

Even if I am not crazily in love with him, he will still be my favourite singer because his music is second to none.

I think we will be seeing this strikingly unique piano at his concert..

The Era.

Bebichhichis and Monchhichis,

Jay Chou's latest 120secs MV preview of the song, The Era.

It has surpassed my sky-high expectations... Have a feeling it's going to be my favourite MV of his from now on. Woohoo to the vampiric look, love it

Piano

2010-05-10T18:13:00.005+08:00

A quiet and relaxing afternoon spent with my piano.

Favourite part of his concert.. is when he plays the piano like no other.

Chopin (pronounced as sho-pan), Jay's inspiration... and idol. That's why he named his 6th album November's Chopin

Just read up a lot of stuff about him, Beethoven and Mozart.. It is really interesting.

Beethoven composed one of the greatest and most famous music pieces ever existed when he was deaf. He couldn't hear what he himself has composed, yet it was received with thousands of applause. Think everyone knows the music, it was my primary school's school bell..

Mozart died early because of debts and loans. Chopin, my bebi's idol had a lot of pretty sad relationships and he couldn't marry the girl he once loved. He could only write music pieces to express his feelings..

Jay loves to visit Venice, Paris and Italy, guess I could understand why.. Musicians of that time are just so magical. Love was so true, pure, and only to one person.

Most of them got into poor health in their thirties thou.. lol I really wish that Jay will take care of himself.

♥ You're my inspiration ♥

Follow the notes upon the journey

The first sight marks one's destiny

Upon the voyage comes to an end

Return lies within hasty keys

聽媽媽的話

2010-05-09T02:39:00.004+08:00

Happy Mothers' Day to my mommie

I promise to study hard and complete this course. I rarely make promises cause I HATE broken promises... So once I've promised you this, 说到做到 k?

There are so much stuff that couldn't be put into words. I love my mom. She's not a rich career woman who carries LV, but does that matter anyway.... I love her for who she is. And I know she genuinely cares and loves me.

I know you dislike me working in the ktv line a lot. Give me time.. to prove that I won't turn into a hardcore alcoholic, nor a crazy clubber girl. Trust me mom, time will tell.

Happy Mothers' Day to Jay Chou's mommie

My self-claimed mom-in-law, who cares....

Thank you for giving birth to someone like Jielun... As his mom, you should know how much fans he has all over the world. But he has made an extremely special impact on a particular one - which is me.

Jay said, if his future girlfriend objects to the idea of living with his mom.. He will definitely break up with her. Don't worry, I am more than willing to.. :D

I love Jay!!!!!!!!!!

90 days before his arrival..

-

2010-05-08T12:51:00.002+08:00

The opposite of Love is not Hate,

but being indifferent.

Maybe it's not that I have a good temper... rather, I just cannot be bothered to voice out my opinions for something that really won't change.

A leopard will never change its spots.

(╯‘□′)╯

最長的電影 ♥

2010-05-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

Who doesn't love compliments? Haha.

I was at Takashimaya just now and a Bobbi Brown make up artist requested me to let him apply blusher on my face. Lol, I know it sounds weird. He said I am very fair and looks sweet (^_^) that's why. This is the first time anything like this happened..

***

Jay's tickets are even more precious than gold bars.

Pre-ordered the $35.90 metal tin version. There's a $23.90 normal version but for Jay..... I won't settle for second best. It is worth eating maggie mee for 1 month just to see him...

Close up

Look at his nails! Damn gothic..

Bebizhou is excited and will collect the album on my behalf since I have school.

The very first Jay album I bought myself was November's Chopin in 2005. My dad bought the albums before that.

It's been five years and the pre-order ticket is still with me.. Are you touched J? =')

I am so happy :) Thank god..

:(

2010-05-06T04:28:00.003+08:00

Something's wrong with my iPhone...

Using other phones would be like asking me to marry Leehom when the one I love is Jay Chou.

:( boohoo

p/s: Darling phone has recovered from coma after I fed her medicine. Don't need to "marry leehom" anymore! Hahahahaha

周杰倫是我的OK绷

2010-05-05T15:36:00.002+08:00

Mom: 每天只想周杰倫, 读什么书??

Me: ._.

She has a habit of blaming everything on my poor Jay whenever I lose interest in studies (when was I interested, dunno)..

I am not going for Jay's third concert gig.. Obviously seeing more of him would be a pleasure but I can't be selfish and deprive other fans of the chance. (Actually I am broke..)

Two nights to see him, third night to rest... If he leaves on the 26th, I will go to the airport to send him off <3

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退

2010-05-03T22:37:00.003+08:00

I need to get this 50kg burden off my chest.

This morning.. I had a really strong urge to quit this current course, Business Admin. My POA lecturer actually noticed that my heart is not in school. She approached and talked to me awhile.... Was quite surprised that she is this patient to talk to a student who skipped 70% of her classes last year.

She said, forcing myself to come to school everyday just for the sake of it is not going to cause any happiness. I will just be wasting the teachers' and my time, especially if I fail to graduate at the end of two years.

After talking to her, I was all set to discuss this matter with my family later tonight. I was so determined to do something that I love and will enjoy. Upon reaching home, it hit on me again - the last thing I want is to disappoint my parents who love me a lot. Goddamn stressed.... Every morning I wake up feeling really unhappy and dreary, is it going to be that way for two years? 'Struggling' would be an exaggeration but looking at the books, class and school environment.. Absolutely nothing is screaming at me to stay. This is the 4th week and I am not feeling any different than what I felt on the 1st.

I want to go to Jay's concerts. I want iPhone. I want iPod. I want Mayday and Leehom tickets. I want to bleach my hair blonde. I want monchhichis and bebichhichis. My wants are all fulfilled.

Am I seriously going to disappoint the people who try to make me happy by fulfilling my wants? They merely have a simple request - to concentrate on my studies now.

Struck me on how I neglected the feelings of people who truly care for me. Selfish, that's what I'd use to describe myself sometimes. Guilt ridden, because Jay would never be like this... He always places his mummy as top priority.

Speaking of him.. His 10th album is out for pre-orders now :)

我好想好想飞

逃离这个疯狂世界

那么多苦那么多累

那么多莫名的泪水..

^-^

2010-05-03T18:01:00.002+08:00

I don't think I have anticipated someone's arrival so much before.. To the extent that I didn't dare to sleep the previous time he came, in case I overslept and miss it. And everyone should know how important sleep is...

It was worth it cos he waved to me at the airport, and only to me! :D just like the scene in 我不配 where he waved to the female lead hehe

Reminiscing the days in Sec 3, where I skipped school to chase him at the airport.. I always reach 2 hours earlier than the scheduled flight arrival because I can't contain my excitement. Miss those days.......

Here is 超人不會飛's MV.

Directed by the very very very talented and charming Jay Chou himself =)

突然好想你

2010-05-02T10:35:00.002+08:00

This is for you.

And this

Two of my favourite mayday hits, have said all what I've wanted to say..

心中无别人.

我还是不懂

2010-05-01T11:59:00.003+08:00

This is written when my emotions are pretty unstable so do not carry on reading or take it seriously yeah.

Hate to sound like an adolescent teen, but here it goes:

Fuck all those bullshit. I am only happy when *I* am. And my dear Jay Chou of course.

Wowed by your clever antics. Vacancies in Mediacorp, wanna join?

I hate people saying "love you" (no matter friends or whatever) when they don't truly mean it. Same as "meet up soon".. We both know that we are never gonna meet up in the next ten years, so why bother saying that?

The number one thing I ABHOR the most in my fucking 18 years of life, is people lying to me. I rather take the ugly truth - and not to be kept in the dark. You are off my friend list if you lie.

I am going for my rook piercing and possibly tongue. I want to pierce till I have no blood left and resemble a vampire.

I want to go for a crazy hairdye job, black is not my colour...

My love for piercings is still there. I know I am "ruining" my own features, but I always feel a surge of happiness whenever the needle kisses my skin. It is not done in a moment of adrenaline rush.. I do love piercings.

The most important thing to me now, is Jay's new album and his upcoming concerts. After these, I can officially die peacefully.

Should there be a day when I leave earlier than you, you must know that I am the person who loves you the most.

♫

2010-04-30T15:19:00.007+08:00

I WILL go for this hair colour again.. Blonde days are the best!!!!!

Miss it so much, even though it's irritating when people keep staring like I am an alien or something...

So much stuff has happened over the past half year... From close friends to mere acquaintances, I don't think it is something that we should leave to fate. But if the attempt to salvage it fails, there's nothing we could do anymore.

Wen wen!!! School is so drastically different without you lo. It is like an empty tomb despite having 7999 other students around....

How can xiang xiang survive for 2 years without wen wen? ;(

:)

2010-04-30T00:11:00.002+08:00

Taimei bubble milk tea's has dropped its standards. The pearls at the bottom are all stuck together, so it gets stuck on the bottom of the straw when you wanna suck it up.. :/

It's been like that for a few weeks already. Damn long since I bought it anyway...

Sad. It used to be so yummy when I first discovered it last year.

-

2010-04-28T15:42:00.001+08:00

nabei cheebye.

fucking dulan now.

The Era pictures

2010-04-27T22:06:00.002+08:00

Woo woo totally hot. It is darn rare that a talented singer is actually handsome and charming too.

Oh well, even if he loses all his hair and teeth I will still love him so it makes no difference..

Easier said than done? I want to prove it but there's no chance for me to do so... bleah

This IS his car. I think he owns around 10+ antique cars.. That silly bebi loves antique stuff. I have no idea where he parks them...

Really adore his dressing here.. Yums especially the leather jacket. We have the same taste!

1st to ninth album changes. They mixed up the 4th and 5th, 6th and 7th album -_-

Comes with pre-order edition but I don't think it will be available in Singapore, as always.. boo

My favourite.

Like a vampire, his music never grows old. It will be passed on from generation to generation.

I still listen to the song that made me fall in love with him nine years ago religiously everyday, 簡單愛.

He looks damn mysterious and powerful in the photo... Potential vampire.

Jay Chou new album

2010-04-27T14:39:00.002+08:00

Same title as his concert name... The Era.

I love it best when he's all dark and mysterious. Like 葉惠美's album and the magician image.. Black suits him the most.

He looks like a vampire in the above photo :> It is expected that he will be planning something more special for the 10th album, but I was kind of surprised by this image. I love this type of image on him most!!! WOOHOO

There are mixed reactions about him without any fringe.. Personally I prefer him with fringe, but he looks yummy either way.

His album titles are forever the best man seriously. No silly lovey dovey names which are damn common and typical nowadays.. His album titles always sound unique and exotic.

May 15! Better if it arrives on the 14th!!! :D

超人不會飛

2010-04-26T12:14:00.005+08:00

Jay Chou's newest song..

词曲: 周杰倫

=) Who would expect this title? Certainly not me, and not other jay fans that I know. He is forever full of surprises and eccentric ideas.. but they are of top notch quality.

I'd go on and on about his individuality and uniqueness but this post is about the latest song.. hehe

I am not a lyrics person, because I think the melody is more important. Not that meaningful lyrics aren't important (they are), but my ears react to the music more..

However, I love the lyrics of this song:

妈妈说很多事别太计较

只是使命感找到了我我睡不着

如果说骂人要有点技巧

我会加点旋律你会觉得超屌

我的枪不会装弹药

所以放心不会有人倒

我拍青锋侠不需要替身因为自信是我绘画的颜料

我做很多事背后的意义并非你们想象

拍个电视纯为了友情与兄弟间的梦想

收视率再高也难抗衡我的伟大理想

因为我的人生无须再多一笔那奖项

我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样

被狗仔拍对他比中指要道歉我要怎样

我唱的歌词要有点文化

因为随时会被当教材

CNN能不能等英文好一点再访

时代杂志封面能不能重拍

随时随地注意形象

要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像

好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印

何时才能看见我的奖

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇

再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些

拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会

不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手

拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人

你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌

你去参加就是代表你很在乎

得奖时你感动落泪

人家就会觉得你夸张做作

你没表情别人就会说太嚣张

如果你天生这表情

那些人甚至会怪你妈妈

结果最后是别人在得奖

你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑

开的车不能太好

住的楼不能太高

我到底是一个创作歌手还是好人好事代表

专辑一出就必须是冠军

拍了电影就必须要大卖

只能说当超人真的好难

如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇

再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些

拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会

不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

The coloured words are excerpts which I think is really true...

I first listened to it without looking at the lyrics. It was soothing and enjoyable.. But when I read the lyrics as I listened, it captured my heart immediately.

It is prevalent that his lyrics writing skills are improving tremendously, yet still maintaining the jay essence that others' lyrics can never contain.

Vincent Fang writes the best and most beautiful lyrics, I am sure all jay fans will agree with this. But when Jay writes them, I feel his intent sincerity and earnest.

Anyway, thoughts of the song.. It sounds pretty emo. Everyone has high expectations and demands from him as a superstar, as an actor, as a director, as Jay Chou.... But he is human too. Who wouldn't feel tired?

He did a great job delivering the song as usual.. Those little raps are something that only Jay Chou is capable of singing.

Even when the whole world has made me disappointed, there will always be one person out there that makes all the persevering worth it. Because that one person means much more than the whole world...

Will be waiting for the new album, 跨時代.

Even if I am the only fan left in the world supporting him, I will still buy his album lol. Never will I cross the bridges and join the K Pop/J Pop/English pop craze..

你是我的OK绷

2010-04-25T23:27:00.002+08:00

Addicted to it....

It'd be better if Jay sang the whole song though. It is totally jay-style and I think nobody can sing it perfectly except him.

Feeling really sick.. But being sick doesn't necessarily equals to being sad, because I am as happy as a love-struck fool now :)

Jay's voice is just magical... Hypnotizing

^_^

2010-04-25T01:46:00.003+08:00

What a good day... I always feel happy during work.

Before going out... Sweating already but I don't want to take my black jacket off! Hehe

Man.... I really enjoy work-time. If I am to go into details, it will take 7 years.. But it's really enjoyable with the company of colleagues. ^_^

^,^ emy

I think this few months working in K Suites is like a beautiful episode. People come and go, change jobs, change lifestyles but.. these few months are etched in my mind.

Eh.. I spout a lot of profanities whenever I talk with her. Not naturally foul mouthed but we're just playing around. ^_^

Good times never last, but at least it will remain as a beautiful memory.

Gosh..... I don't want school T_T

Accounting sucks

2010-04-24T11:47:00.003+08:00

Nothing went inside my head at all..

Maths was never a subject I could subdue. Thought this will be a fresh new start, but I was foolish.. I chose to talk on phone instead. Sorry WT for making you disappointed.. The same scenario will not repeat again.

早知道 go Sec 5.. no, 早知道 work hard in Sec 3 and not drop to N/A..

早知道早知道 I will be Jay Chou's wife already..

His new song's preview will be out on 26 Apr! OK.. That's a Monday to look forward to, despite 2 fucking hours of Accounting at 8am..

monchhichi bebichhichi

2010-04-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

Gonna shower my monchhichis and bebichhichis....

THEY ARE GETTING DIRTY AND ITCHY, those little furry babies

Especially the huge monchhichi, it needs a good scrub because I sleep with it everyday...

Touched :') Who knew we could be such good friends because of work? I think friendship beats love, hands down.

(My love for Jay beats everything though hehe)

Disgusted

2010-04-23T07:37:00.002+08:00

by this yucky shit..

That's why I always tell myself.. No way am I going into those quarreling shit. Lol. Luckily I have a good temper (I really think so). ^-^

I wish Jay will sing 感动天感动地.. If he does I will make my way to heaven cause it's so beautiful~ (trying to imagine him singing it..)

♥ my bebi chou forever.. And the only thing that is making me go through life is him.

◕‿◕

2010-04-21T20:35:00.004+08:00

Time flies, it has been almost 2 weeks since school commenced.

My soul has been in-and-out of school. Dunno how to describe, but I think this happens to every student after a long holiday. I'm too used to waking up at 5pm. Too used to relaxed life.

Concentration is not 100% at school yet..

Sometimes I keep thinking that I cannot complete this 2 years. It's really hard man. Jay~ My future is in your hands! Please compose more happy love songs like 簡單愛 tyvm

They are guy's watches, brand-less and only costs $15.90 at a Bugis Junction pushcart. But they are my favourite :D

This is my 4th bottle of Revlon. I think it's really good cause it doesn't make your face oily at all.. However, I realized that for the longest time ever, I've been using the wrong shade.

My aunt, Xw, Felicia all told me that my face is darker than my neck. I was out with Xw last week and after wiping my sweat (+ foundation) off, she said a line was visible between my real skin and the foundation covered skin. Damn sad T_T So I bought the L'oreal which suits my skin tone.. But it's not as good as the Revlon.

Xiaowen ah~~~

The mini OPIs are damn cute!!!!!!!!!!!

For Jay's concert.... I know a lot of people around me can't get the tickets. Some fuckers buy and try to sell for a MUCH higher price that is simply rip off.. I hate the idea of them using Jay's tickets to earn profits. There are a lot of real fans out there who don't have the chance.. :(

Can't wait for his album◕‿◕

Mayday DNA Unlimited World Tour 2010

2010-04-21T13:57:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to say about Mayday concerts anymore, other than using the word "awesome"..

It started much later than the stipulated time, 7.30pm. My friends and I only got into National Stadium at 8.35pm? Don't know who to blame too, the long queue or ushers?

The grass was muddy and my converse sneakers got stained the moment we stepped in there. However, seats were ok, row 5 ^^ No photos because as usual, I never bring any cameras to Mayday concerts. I will if there are two nights but there's only one night this time round.

I think the crowd was beautiful that night. 99% was holding blue lightsticks, and the feel of an outdoor concert is just different. But one down side was... All of us, including Mayday sweated like hell.

There was a freaking huge transformers figure.. About 5-6 times Ashin's height. (He is 180cm) Damn awesome and breathtaking it was.

They sang all the usual songs, really enjoyed listening to them. Although admittedly, my mind kept thinking of Jay. Can't help it lol.. Oh ya~ They mentioned about S.H.E's concert next door and asked us to scream louder so that they can hear it! LOL

I don't think I'll go for any concerts anymore, other than the main two. I'd love to experience S.H.E's or Jolin's someday though...Hehe

I think this is hilarious and cute at the same time..

Wow. A lot of people came to my little bloggie by searching for Jay Chou.

Jay Chou The Era World Tour 2010

2010-04-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

This is the concert poster.

My first thoughts of seeing this poster... was the movie Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief. LOL

But I really, really like the concert name. The previous concert name was just "Jay Chou World Tour".. Now, it's...

The Era.

His era. These ten years, his songs are all over the radios/strongly discussed by people who listen to music. Be it buying his album or downloading the songs, they only have one motive - to listen to him.

It's undeniable, his music simply rules over everyone else's. Well this is to each his/her own preference but.. you can't deny he is damn influential.

Love him or hate it, accept the fact that he leaves an earth shaking impact.

Lmao... I can be his marketing manager.

baby chou, baby lim can't wait to see you! LOLOL...

yay!!!

zhou jie lun

2010-04-12T18:59:00.004+08:00

can't wait to see you..

can't wait to see your dimples..

can't wait to scream "jielun" again..

can't wait to receive you at the airport..

can't wait to hear your voice live again... your unique voice

School was tiring... I could barely keep my eyes open. Not surprising since I was tired.. I felt that I couldn't complete the two years course.

But when I put the earpiece into my ears, when I heard your voice,

everything seemed so fucking easy to go through.

yes I know it's crazy! But it's not everyday that you could meet someone who makes a dramatically huge impact on your life. Think I'm not the only one who feels this way though.. A fan who was in coma woke up with his music as the "medicine".

Jay Chou, do you know that you are really very special and magical?

I've found my motivation...... And the best part is I know it'll forever be there.

^,^

2010-04-10T01:31:00.002+08:00

Feeling much better after sleeping for 10 hours, hair treatment and painting my nails (my fav hobby) LOL. And talking to retail mates...

:'(

I always tell myself this: "NEVER feel unhappy over people who isn't worth it.. Those who are worth it, will never make you upset."

:')

There's only one person who is worth all the laughters, tears and smiles...

And he is the one in the photo above.

monchhichi

2010-04-09T12:55:00.002+08:00

Took off today to settle some school issues.. And to catch up on sleep because I'm seriously lacking it.

I ♥ sleeping.. But recently it's just hard to. Mustn't get used to this because I KNOW everything will end one day.... Jay! I need you to rescue me~ lol

Went out at 5am just now, took 3 long bus trips because of some mood swings.. A friend and I used to enjoy taking buses a lot, especially with our ipods as company. It's quite therapeutic actually.

This is my 10th black jacket. Felicia always asked me not to buy anymore because I have a lot already.. But I just love those Michael Jackson styles!!

Black clothes create a slimmer silhouette and it suits my skin tone more ^.^v

Happy purchase:

=) It's been awhile since I bought any new monchhichis/bebichhichis. This is the first in 2010!

I'm not those who will go gaga over diamonds or useless flowers which will wither anyway.. Monchhichis will do :) LOL.

I love photography!!!!!!!

Gonna watch Pandamen now. Buh bye

Scarred

2010-04-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Got this cut a few days ago... It's not a big one.

But a relatively deep one.

Interesting though, I never had cuts that had dents like this before.

It's bound to leave a scar.... :(

10 more days to Mayday's concert! Gotta recharge my batteries..

Jay Chou's new abum

2010-04-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

Will be out on 3rd of May.

I won't be surprised if there are any delays or leaks... But downloading it is out of the question and I WILL wait for its release. ♥

It'll be hectic weeks ahead.. I hope nothing will change when school commences.

But then.. Who can give a confirmed answer? No one.

Only time will prove everything.

ROARS

2010-04-04T01:43:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO A JAY CHOU CONCERT SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I miss him.. I miss him.........

Heck be it concert or event or just being his company toilet cleaner.. I just want to catch a glimpse of him!!

Obviously my wants are more than that....

Obsessed, I know...

complexity, simplicity

2010-03-31T01:28:00.003+08:00

I always prefer the latter.

A lot of new friends always think I lead a complicated life. After knowing me though, they will say that I am very simple.

It's not surprising. Afterall I had gold hair, lip and eyebrow piercings and look menacing. (That's the comment I always get..)

I heard countless of stories. I don't know whether it's true or fake and I am REALLY curious. Curiosity is not a sin.. As long as I don't get entangled in this messy complicated web.

Well, time will tell. Hehe. For now, I'll just stay in my comfortable position and watch as humans try to kill each other....literally.

-

2010-03-29T00:08:00.004+08:00

i love bubble milk tea ♥

i love you

2010-03-27T05:28:00.003+08:00

Be it yesterday, today, or tomorrow.

Hey there. That's the person I love most in the entire universe.

Omfg I am hopelessly mushy but I never say it to others bebi. Look at the piano arrghh ♥!!

So excited to see him. I only have 4 hours....

Absence makes the heart fonder? I agree. But if it's possible to see you everyday, I'll be happier. Lol. Shall not ask for too much.

I just want to say.. Each time I see you, no matter at your concert or event, it's a moment that I truly treasure. ♥

因為無時無刻

我只想你快樂

^_^

2010-03-27T01:02:00.002+08:00

To be honest, Sakae Sushi's food is not nice at all. Not fresh. But what to do, it's the company that counts... haha.

My bebi Jay Chou's concert tickets will be out soon!!!! WHOOPIEE :D

Price increased to $228 (for the most expensive one). The cheapest is $98. It is very expensive I agree..

But to see him, it's actually priceless ♥. I'd give anything to see him play the piano live again ♥

bebi bebi bebi

2010-03-24T05:27:00.005+08:00

Yoohoos!

Just came back from Cine kbox.. sigh. Regretted going. Boring.

Maybe.. maybe the lives are too different. I realized, only alcohol exists in their lifestyles. They get drunk because it has this special ability to make them feel *braver*. Wowie. :)

Anyway, removed my eyebrow piercing a few weeks ago. I admit, the pain was getting excruciatingly unbearable. It was making the skin around the eyebrow look purple and the piercing stud felt really heavy. No idea what caused it but decided to remove it before I die of blood loss.....

I'll post more photos soon... GOODNIGHT!

Tonight will be the Capricorn album♥

简简单单?

2010-03-23T01:38:00.003+08:00

Singing k.. with my simple and blur colleague, Emilyn.

We don't have professional singing techniques.. But it's just good to sing your feelings and emotions out :)

Sometimes, when you focus too much on the techniques, the entire feeling is lost.

Jay Chou never attended singing lessons before he became a singer.

STILL fantasy

2010-03-12T17:31:00.003+08:00

I'm deadly obsessed.

More than just obsession - I've crossed the line.

I admit that, but it's just what I want.

To be obsessed with someone I really love.

To look over his imperfections and gradually turning them in perfections.

I've always been alone all these years, but then, I was never alone. Sorry only deranged people like me understand that sentence.

I really really really want you to be happy. You aren't, not truly... Haven't seen your priceless smile for a long time. I don't care if others judge me as a crazy fan or whatever... It's just a title.

Just like other couples everywhere, being together is just an official title.

If you truly love someone, you'd want them to be happy.

As simple as that...

Alice In The Wonderland, Alcohol

2010-03-11T19:11:00.005+08:00

Caught the 3D version.

It's seriously not up to expectations at all. Don't bother watching the 3D one, simply waste of money..

I expected it to be really fantasy-like with loads of nice effects but it's a huge disappointment. But it was alright and fairly entertaining overall.. I love the two fat boys... Darn cute man. When Johnny Depp came out Xw nudged me excitedly, hahaha.

I love nail art.

woos love iPhone's blurry cam

Been goddamn long since I saw her.. Was surprised that she actually came. Please don't dua us on our next week's outing okay :p

Looking at this makes me hungry..

Anyway we went to Vivocity and chose a romantic spot at the sky park... It was so calm and relaxing to just sit there and talk crap with friends. :)

vampire -_-

2010-03-08T01:31:00.003+08:00

It's always during midnight that loads of random thoughts come flowing in.

Sometimes while lying on bed, we just can't help but to imagine almost-impossible scenes. I know a lot of people do this, including myself..

Nothing wrong to fantasize.

On a side note, I really really abhor short text messages to the core. Replies like "Lol ok haha", what the fuck do you expect me to reply? I usually don't type short texts but to people who does, it's hard to reply with a long one.

How to keep the conversation alive? It takes two hands to clap.....

for everything.

♥

2010-03-06T02:06:00.000+08:00

Addicted to listening to music.

That's a pretty weird way to put it, but I can't survive without music. With beautiful songs to listen to, suddenly the dreary day seemed to be better...

Can't fall asleep without music too.

Mando Pop is so beautiful and soothing♥ and who lighted this flame of love?

JAY CHOU. Haha.. Muack!

另一个天堂

2010-03-05T00:28:00.004+08:00

Something happened in K Suites a few days ago.

It is deadly serious.

Here it goes: I brought a group of customers in and chose Jay's 夜曲 as the background music as they decide on their beverages.

I always choose his songs♥ because it happens that he is the karaoke king and well, I want to kickstart their k session off with a jay song.

Right after I chose his song, the customer looked at me and said, "my nan peng you" while smiling.

If I wasn't wearing the K Suites uniform, god knows what I will do.. HAHA just joking. But I was damn amused.

Boring, boring days. I look forward to work and wish that weekdays will pass by faster :)

But I don't mind staying at home the whole day. Some people just can't but at least I have some entertainment at home.. Lappy, piano, xbox360 and TV is enough. I watched G.I Joe: Rise Of the Cobra thrice in 2 days! Lol.

Oh.. and camera :)

My gloomys are happy because Mayday is coming.

Playing around with colours.. I wanted to take my full collection of Jay stuff but it's so huge that I don't think I can squeeze it in a photo.

I store his miscellaneous merchandise in this big storage box. Posters, books and albums are at somewhere else. Impossible to fit all in the box! :p

Popular My Beauty Diary mask from Taiwan.. Hmm no drastic difference.

Hi Jay even the plastic you is so irresistible.

Black is dominating my wardrobe.

I LOVE his jacket!!!!!!! It's so coool and so jay

Hehe♥

Going to school tomorrow to pay fees and buy the uniform.

I hate ite common design uniform please.. Don't wanna alter the skirt until so short and body-hugging like some people ahem yet it looks ugly if it's medium length. And if I keep wearing the pants I might be mistaken for a butch. Life's hard :/

LUN LUN.. It's MARCH already! 說好的album呢?????

I'll wait. For as long as you take. =)

Whoo~

2010-03-02T16:59:00.003+08:00

Watched 3 movies recently.

The Wolfman:

NC16 my foot. Gross scenes aren't disgusting enough, weak plot and it's just bad. Good start though and I like the 1930s feel but it got too draggy. Very ordinary movie.

All's Well Ends Well 2010:

I really enjoyed the first movie last year so I expected that I'd like this too.. Yup, it's very entertaining and funny but lost to the first one though. Louis Koo is freaking 39 years old but he looks 25!!!! Incredibly light hearted movie, just perfect for laughs~

Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief:

This is from the director of the first two Harry Potter movies. But I didn't enjoy it.. Forgettable plot and weak characters that are like copies of Harry, Ron, Hermione. This can't be compared to the HP movies at all~!

Looking forward to Alice In the Wonderland and wtf there are no horror movies currently?

Watching him on the screen just makes that particular movie score above any others. Go jay~

I wanna watch True Legend again, not because of him but for the fighting scenes. Woo. :D

?

2010-02-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

People always say I am a muthafrucking crazy fan of Jay's.

Sometimes, I really wish that I AM crazy and hallucinate that he is my husband indeed.

At least, I can be happy that way, even though I am crazy.

Unfortunately, I'm freaking clear minded and knows how to separate fantasy from reality. The harsh truth of reality never fails to hit like waves crashing upon the shore..

Please, let me live in reverie?

你的承诺~ ♥♬

2010-02-25T22:21:00.004+08:00

Still addicted to this song. It's really so nice... But the female singer's voice is a bit too squeaky and weak. If the singers are Jay and Landy it'll be perfect.

Went back to school to collect my retail cert a few days ago~

To be honest, I really really really don't feel like being in ITE :( don't know why but it makes me feel like I'm a xiao ah lian. It's just the ite uniform, seriously.. Everyone judges ite students on the surface.

And I have to take 2 buses, sigh. I wish time can zoom faster for me to go poly! Another 2 years in ite, it gonna require LOTS of motivation...

Yeah. Face it, ITE certs are useless. They are merely stepping stones for us to go to poly.

Anyway we all folded up our certs and it has already become kiam cai. Hahaha.

The auntie don't recognize me when I bought the noodles. Sad. Anyway, standard dropped!! D:

Xw says the standard of this went up though..

Our favourite, 2nd floor hehe

Nah.. Jerome and Xiaowen, grab your couple pics here. LOL

The Breakup.

Xiaowen thought Jerome was unfaithful to her....

Jerome wanted to explain things, but she refused to listen.

So this is aptly named The Breakup.

I miss school, but to be there for another 2 years isn't gonna be easy. It's too long.

My mind just goes SIAN whenever I think of the next 2 years! Sigh*

Jay, will you be willing to accompany me throughout this lonely journey?

We got the same style now. Haha.

Whoo

李奥探长.

2010-02-23T09:42:00.011+08:00

Just finished episode 3 of Pandamen.

I HATE the feeling of having to wait a week before the next!!! I guess they want to stir the anticipation of viewers.

Click HERE to watch it.

I can assure you it's 100% unlike a typical tw drama. It's more dark and deep. Although there are some cheesy parts that are quite lame. Jay you are so funny lolol

His role is a policeman who leads a team to solve crimes. Please trust the pandas lun lun

Woooooohooooooooooooooo

Actually he doesn't have a lot of scenes in the drama. Most of the scenes are of Yuhao's

Got potential to be bao zhu jie no2.

He is very alike to Jay. Hmm..

李奥探长! His name is Leo in the drama. Not used to it at all.

What would my life be without you?

爸，我回來了

2010-02-22T18:32:00.003+08:00

My family photo.

We only take photos like this annually.. It's only during CNY that all of us gather together and have a proper meal.

I looked pretty sad for someone who's gonna collect angpaos..

It's Feb 22 today.. Two months since I saw Lun lun. I didn't count the days deliberately but it just came to my mind.

ANYWAYS!

Love this photo! So cute.... lul

Tell me how does he look 31??? He looks 20!

I had pepper lunch 3 times in 2 days. It's so addictive. Love going to the bugis junction branch, coz the staff recognize me and always give me extra :p

And the taimei bubble tea is even more yummy. I'm sick of the food but never the milk tea. I'm friends with the staff now!! Lol.

I can't believe it's 9 years since I fell in love with Jay.

Actually it's not that surprising since he's so awesome

♥

ITE rocks

2010-02-21T03:47:00.002+08:00

Yea. ITE College East rocks.

Although I'm not exactly boastful for the fact that I'm from ITE, I don't think it's a need to hide or be shameful. Do they know how beautiful Simei ITE is!!! Hmm.

It was a mere short year but the memories were deeply entwined among us.

I got into Business Administration (H. Nitec), my first choice. To be honest, I chose it because a lot of my retail classmates chose it too. I *think* that the course will be crazily boring (anything that has admin is) but it seemed like the only appealing course. I really HOPE that all of us can get in the course =)

Don't think heaven is so cruel to separate us in school.. Hopefully.

Four more years. I'll be 22 when I finish my studies (including poly) and Jay will be 35!! Perfect age for marriage... He said he wants kids at age 35. Woo

I think Jay's babies will be damn special upon birth. They are actually the blood of Zhou Jie Lun~!! You know who is ZHOU JIE LUN?!

It's been 2 months since my fingers cooperated with the wax, to work on the hair. Yesterday tried it again..

I love it but am not used to the hard and rough texture my hair will get whenever I style anymore. Hehe

Love OPI it is so smooth and creeaammyyyyy

你的承诺

2010-02-18T20:09:00.002+08:00

Don't move, doggie!

Don't give me stupid face either.. Hahaha

Really love this song.

Both chinese and cantonese versions are awesome. My ex colleague introduced it and for a few months I've been listening to it everyday...

There are a lot of shops in Bugis St blasting this song! LOL. I know a lot of people who always choose this song in ktv as well! I prefer the cantonese version cause it sounds really soothing and their vocals are nicer in the canto language. But I find myself listening to the chinese one a lot too..

Nice :)

CNY

2010-02-17T11:38:00.002+08:00

Bebis are reuniting too. With their daddy Jay. LOL

This year's has to be the most interesting so far. Because I was feeling sick, the CNY mood was totally drained away. Went to the temple to pray respects to my late grandmother and then went to my maternal grandparents' house.

Can die from heatstroke man.. No joke. And there was a mild fainting spell because of the heat! So I escaped at 1pm and went to town with my aunt. Almost all the malls are closed except Somerset 313! Most of the shops are opened, including F21.

I think the accessories are better than the apparels! Lol

It was, also,

This is one of my MOST favourite photos that I've taken omg

Happy Valentines' Day.

I am disgusted by a lot of people's blogs who act ke lian and made a huge fuss yet acting nonchalant because they got no dates.

Truthfully, I didn't celebrate it before. But I rather don't than to celebrate with random people. :D

Hehehe

True Legend

2010-02-16T23:15:00.002+08:00

Aside from Jay- This movie is a MUST-WATCH.

The main leads and the fighting scenes were superb. I had high expectations before watching because it is from the director of 霍元甲.

It is heaps better than Treasure Hunter. Jay's role is small and there weren't a lot of scenes of him. But he looks good in white hair wth. Shuai.

I miss jay:(

Gong hei fat choi

2010-02-14T01:33:00.002+08:00

Barely two hours of a new year and I am feeling terrible.

Down with a fever and flu. Damn lots of phlegm (HATE THEM) and I just wanna stay at home. Not a fan of blowing the nose every 2 minutes while visiting relatives o.o

Drinking a hot cup of milo now, felt better.

Got loads of nice movies to watch.. especially All's Well Ends Well Too~

i hate sneezing!!!!!!!!!!!

Pandamen * 熊描人

2010-02-13T11:00:00.001+08:00

It's finally out.

I don't feel comfortable talking this to any Jay fans (because I know they laugh at the title - Pandamen) and it irks me. Is there actually a fan out there who loves him like I do?!

Yup, the name 'Pandamen' might sound funny and kiddy for someone who's so fucking cool and awesome like Jay Chou. But just because HE is the one who used it, I.... you know you gonna accept everything about the person you love.

Despite the un-appealing name, I actually REALLY looked forward to the drama. If it's a Jay Chou Production, you can be assured that it won't be low-budget or something sloppy. Because he has pride and a huge ego. And he spent huge amounts of money on this... :)

One thing I LOVE:

I love it when he's formally dressed in plain black suits, something which doesn't happen often. Because he loves flowery tops :p
And dan tou looks good in blonde hair!! I think Jay is damn good to them... Made them the main leads even though they aren't really popular.
There are really so many points and reason why he's so lovable.
Second to none..
Gonna continue watching. It is like a movie! Gosh

不必问别人

2010-02-12T21:13:00.002+08:00

Went to sing at K Suites with my colleagues =)

If you guys joined Fel and I at OPH it'd be more fun. *sob

We call her sotong cause she really is.

Sad.. can't see you guys for the next few days..

give me a huge huge smile hahaha

Fel and Doro

We went crazy when we were left alone.. Keep shouting like nobody's business

And it is goddamn funny when we imitate the way Yoga Lin sings. DARN FUNNYYY!!!! That's our favourite hobby~!

We're in the deluxe bed suites, nice yea? Btw suites is pronounced as sweets and not soots.

...... I want a clear group photo~! Hehe I think I always get too attached to my workplace.

Waited for the night shift people to end work and went to the orchard parade hotel branch..

The interior design is nicer than iluma's but I still prefer my iluma ♥ :p

Stella and Fel

Lovely camera churns out lovely photos :P

我没有说谎.. 我何必说谎..

that's our fav song to sing.

请原谅我, 原谅我不成熟..

Woos she got dimples.. damn deep

Anyway, watched Jay's concert dvd..

I remember how lonely I felt when he left sg in early 2008. Totally had no mood to celebrate CNY and true enough, after visiting 1 house I went off.

Can't wait for his 10th album. "can't wait" is an understatement. :)

I really think that no singer in this world can replace him in his throne. He spawned off many copycats but none can match up.

Dunno what he's up in his sleeves this time in the 10th album. Whatever it is, I know that it is something that I will love. Hehe.

Jay Zhou, you rock~!

\(._.")/

2010-02-11T08:13:00.004+08:00

I just wanted to say... I'm not stupid. Haha.

I know I'm not from university or have countless of certificates to prove, but by intelligence I don't mean by academic results.

Not gullible is what I meant.

Walls have ears and eyes, and while I do not have a CCTV attached to you, I'm aware of your actions.

wow act ah.. Hahahaha

Smoke smoke smoke.... While my closer friends are all non-smokers, most of my colleagues in K Suites smoke so it's inevitable that I'll breathe in that fucking smelly gas..

It's really awkward whenever they light up a puff right infront of my eyes.

If I just walk away I'm afraid of hurting them but if I don't, I'm risking my goddamn health.. Most of the time I just look away and hold my breath awhile or pretend to yawn? LMAO

I don't get it tho. IF I am a smoker, I wouldn't smoke infront of non-smokers. It's damn inconsiderate...sigh T^T

愛在西元前

2010-02-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hours after the dream, I'm relatively calmer..

I NEVER want to have that dream again lah. It's so nerve wrecking and spine-chilling! Hah ;( Can't imagine.

My poor monchhichi

Some days back, went out with ite friends.

Twins

With little mosquito ;D

Let's meet up after 18 Feb to collect our cert! And hopefully we'll get into the same course and class..

I've been getting mixed responses for black hair. Think they aren't used to me having such dark hair colour..

Some colleagues said black is nicer, orange just looks plain ah lian. Some said the long long ago blonde is nicer.

Personally, I prefer this the most.

Photo taken about 2 months ago..

I think PURPLE is the nicest hair colour. It stands out, yet doesn't scream "look at my hair heehee i win" like how blonde does.

Too bad, it only lasts for 3 days before it fades to ash brown. =(

Looking at it makes me wanna dye it again.. But I just dyed black only! RAWRs

I miss my house's fishes....

周杰倫.

2010-02-08T13:04:00.003+08:00

I just woke up from the most fucking scary shit dream in. my. life. EVER

My heart really fucking stopped in that dream.. I really felt it.

I dreamt that Jay.. d_ed. It's obviously a superstitious thing so I don't wanna type the whole thing out..

When I got hold of that news in the DREAM, my heart really stopped man. It felt so fucking real. I remember my closed ones were talking to me in that dream but my mind just went blank. Because dreams just feel so real!! I just kept blabbing like a crazy person that I wish time will turn back because I don't believe it.

You got no idea how fucking RELIEVED I felt when I WOKE UP. I'VE NEVER BEEN HAPPIER TO FIND MYSELF JOLTED AWAKE!! The moment I saw my bed, I immediately realized it was a dream and I felt my heart getting alive again.

It's not exaggerating.. Why the fuck I got this dream?!

You have to take care of yourself. Quit being a singer, actor, songwriter blah if it takes a toll on your health.

I don't mind if we live in a little dilapidated cottage together and be poor.... (One can dream, can't she)

Because ultimately,

It's the person who matters.

Sigh

2010-02-08T02:06:00.002+08:00

Are your friends.... so insignificant next to boyfriends or guys?

I am down right speechless. Wanted to retort but alas, nothing came out of my mouth. Not even a single protest... Because I know that it'd be useless.

You don't listen to anyone. Stubborn and obstinate are words I would use to describe you. You need to fucking wake up man! But maybe someone else patient would do that job instead of me. I'm tired of doing the maintaining all along.

I ain't strong enough to tolerate because I am allergic to BULLSHIT! Yeah

我不配

2010-02-07T06:51:00.004+08:00

I don't know whether this is a trap or not...

But I know that,

I'm walking right into it willingly.

But unlike other people, I have immense self control on this so as to prevent any hurt.

The last 2 sentences sound damn contradicting.

Return of the..

2010-02-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Black.

I was flustered and the next thing I knew, I was applying the black gooey dye on my hair.

The orange kept me entertained for a few days before I found it irksome. Sigh~ Forever fickle minded on hair man. I think nicely groomed hairstyles are essential in creating a cool image seriously... It makes a whole world of difference.

Don't know about anyone else but hairstyle is the first thing I notice about a person, no matter whether is it a girl or guy.

Jay bebi has very little hair.. They're so fine like he's semi-balding but he still looks so good in this hairstyle.

Love the smell of hair dye~! Will I be poisoned from sniffing too much? LOL

nightys

Happy Birthday Karenbebi

2010-02-06T10:31:00.003+08:00

Both of us are macbook and iPhone users.. hehe

Whenever my mind traced back to how we knew each other it was so heartwarming ♥ LOL

Bebi (me) hopes that Bebi (you) will enjoy your birthday in Hong Kong and us to keep in touch. Because you're a special friend to bebi (me)!! I will never forget the times that we created blogs for our bebis.. LMAO

Do you think I can bring my monchhichi out like you brought yours? Passerbys will probably think that I'm insane..

HAHAHAHA

Another thing that's deeply etched in my mind was this entry of yours.. I went "WTF so cute"

Please have more frequent showers, you're getting smelly bebi (you) ;D

Please change your nappy often too.. bebi (me) doesn't like smelly bebi (you)

Ok bebi (me) gotta go prepare for work now... Stay happy today =*) 生日快樂

我的回忆不是我的

2010-02-06T02:29:00.000+08:00

This is a new blog but I kept the name jbebi. Just changed the previous blog to another url.. Because I can't bear to delete the memories, yet I couldn't fathom what prompted me to change.

Maybe because it's a whole new chapter now. :) And I never fail to cringe at my archives.. Nose piercing WTFUCK and a 25 days-old relationship? Double Wtfuckery

So I've been working at K Suites for a month plus now. Although as a part timer I didn't spend a lot of time there...

It wasn't bad. I still remember that day when I saw the notice and stepped in for a chance that they would hire me. Nice colleagues, nice weather (aircon's 17 degrees, I asked hehe) and it just feels pleasant to work there.

But part timers are so pointless and redundant. :/

Thought of working full time but morning shift's full time slots are all taken. Maybe I'd better adhere to the retail line? Boooo~ Shall give it a deep deeeep thought

And Jay's new movie is coming out 4 days time woohoo yay

Jaybebi

Bye Bye..

Kang Xi Lai Le

♥ my bebichhichi

周杰倫

反方向的鐘

回到過去

憨人

死性不改

Shero's hero♫

好久不見

poor jay

-

R.I.P

最重要的小事

:*)

The Era

超人不會飛

Tears

-

安靜

j

(",)

♥

Piano

聽媽媽的話

-

最長的電影 ♥

:(

周杰倫是我的OK绷

如果说了后悔 是不是一切就能倒退

^-^

突然好想你

我还是不懂

♫

:)

-

The Era pictures

Jay Chou new album

超人不會飛

你是我的OK绷

^_^

Accounting sucks

monchhichi bebichhichi

Disgusted

◕‿◕

Mayday DNA Unlimited World Tour 2010

Jay Chou The Era World Tour 2010

zhou jie lun

^,^

monchhichi

Scarred

Jay Chou's new abum

ROARS

complexity, simplicity

-

i love you

^_^

bebi bebi bebi

简简单单?

STILL fantasy

Alice In The Wonderland, Alcohol

vampire -_-

♥

另一个天堂

Whoo~

?

你的承诺~ ♥♬

李奥探长.

爸，我回來了

ITE rocks

你的承诺

CNY

True Legend

Gong hei fat choi

Pandamen * 熊描人

不必问别人

\(._.")/

愛在西元前

周杰倫.

如果说了后悔是不是一切就能倒退